lord im so lost right now

i spin in circles looking round

but i cant seem to find

anyhting that satisfies

ive gotta get away from here

i wish this`d all just dissappear

cause i cant seem to get it

its really quite pathetic.......

how i bend and break

when the pressure`s there

and all of my mistakes

streaming through my head....

where i turn from here

Lord its up to you

take the wheel and steer

i give it all to you...

Lord i need you right now

i fallen deep with no way out

and time and time again

im hurting in this hole im in

ive gotta find a new escape

to pick myself back up again

cause i cant seem to get it

its really quite pathetic.......

how i bend and break

when the pressure`s there

and all of my mistakes

streaming through my head

where i turn from here

Lord its up to you

take the wheel and steer

Lord and make me new.

so  many times this heart has been  broken

used, forgotten,  thrown in the trashcan

i had bits and peices left to use

but nothing whole to give to you

so i took the  peices one by one

and sewed them up as  best  i could

to find the seams slowly  unravel

I know   youre up to no good

so take your crude intentions

and hurt me like i know you will

take a knife and cut me open

I wont even  make a  flinch

the numbness taken over

since the last time my heart broke

smile as you kill me slowly

and watch me as i choke.

seduce me with your lies and tell me how you love me so

kiss me soft and take me quick to hide the truth that i  already know

your secrets know your games, im bitter all the same

so tell me what i wanna hear

you know thats why i stay

so take your crude intentions

and hurt me like i know you will

take a knife and cut me open

I wont even make a flinch

the numbness taken over 

since the last time my heart broke

so smile as you kill me slowly

and watch me as i choke...

the fight is over

i give up

theres nothing left to to

youve built me up to do your worst

you have.

to hell with you

i`m gonna turn my back on

all of those familliar places

 50 different shades of lonely

smeared across a million  faces

im gonna take this time to sit back

 and think about you for the last time

so im erasing you from me

every single memory......

even that smile, seeming so innocent and sweet..

could take a heart and break it

   and baby i cant take it

your eyes could kill me with one glance

and speak those words you wont dare say

so close your eyes and whisper..that goodbye so cold and empty

close your eyes and whisper...im erasing you from me

Dudes! i totally went to the coheed and cambria show in orlando at hardrock live in universal studios! I got front row! and i might be on tv because it was an mtv taping! whoohoo! They were amazing! and i got a drumstick!!!!!! well school starts tomorrow but i wont be there....I dont get back from florida until tuesday so ill miss you guys and see ya later! God Bless you all! Muah! byedey!

Sorry the pics arent so great i had to sneak and take them ¢¾

These eyes were made for crying

this heart was made to love you

these lips were made to speak your name

these arms to reach up to you

this soul was made to serve you

the way you`ve asked me to

Jesus how i live to worship you

guys please pray for me right now because i really need it. thank you so much

in Christ,

CHelsey